Hi Love, You say: ”she keeps breaking up with me ( hard to do since we aren’t going together) and I keep wishing her to be happy, and she keeps coming back to be with me. I think this is a short testimonial to being open with your lover without resisting change when it comes. …
Writings
Paul’s writings comment on world events, the state of the planet and human consciousness. His main interest
however, is the abstract, the unexplainable, that which lies beyond what we usually call ‘Reality’.
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Sex is THE basic instinct. It cannot be denied — without unpleasant consequences. If we were allowed to go through the natural process, without interference, at about the age of ten we would be attracted to the same sex. Following that we would have, what at first would be disturbing, then painfully powerful attraction towards woman — often …
The Fear. We all have it, and on many different levels. One of the levels is designed to keep us physically safe. Practical and useful. But most of the fear is about projected future based on a past we think we have experienced, imagined, or read about. We need to keep remembering to stay in …
Hi Love, You say: ”Paul, I can absolutely reflect and share that learning with you has made this wonderful life I am living, possible. I thank you. As to women, the ideas of non-attachment are making it very difficult to find a partner. I do know either intellectually or intuitively that possessive, jealous, monogamous …
Hi Love, When I think of people dying it is always about how they have missed their potential and not lived their lives. We are programmed to be safe, secure and predictable — even though those states do not actually exist. The matrix we are given is ridiculous. It seems that the most powerful thought …
Hi Love, As you are seeing… events are real to the body, mind and emotions. As the conditioned illusion of reality continues to disintegrate so does our whole view of what we have thought of as real. What is real? Are we real? And who is there, to know? We just have to keep letting …
Hi Love, What you describe is typical of the Dark Night of the Soul. A few people are now going into this. Historically very few hang in long enough to go through it. As you are waking up the old way does not function anymore. It never did! Of course you feel disillusioned with everything — …